Well this mix marks a total of 4 months into this project. Eight individual mixes down and each time the process, mindset and outcome are all so different from each other. I’d be lying to you all if I said that each time the new or full moon approaches I’m filled with joy and excitement about embarking on the journey all over again. Sometimes I wish it was that way but I also know that not everything worth doing is easy. This project comes with obstacles and resistance to make it a reality. It’s not my full time job or a source of income however it requires 2-3 full days of work every 2 weeks to bring it to life. It happens at different times of the day, on different days of the week and doesn’t care about how you feel or where you are in your life at the moment. The moon phases just happen…like clockwork. That’s the job and I chose this path.
Ok so with all of that said, it’s important to mention that when I think about this project as a whole, my heart fills with a sense of joy and pride. I’m absolutely in love with everything that’s transpiring and how much I’m growing both mentally and spiritually. I’ve learned so much about myself as well as about the universe and our connection to the stars. My heart and my mind are full and I wouldn’t do it any other way.
So here we are, wrapping up 2020 and the final mix of the year has us exploring a full moon in Cancer. This watery sign is bringing all of the emotions to the surface asking us to release anything that’s no longer needed. Sounds like divine timing as we usher in 2021 with a deep emotional hope for better times. The meditation that Amaris put together for this mix really touched me this time around. It resonated through every part of my soul and encompassed me like a warm blanket or a mother’s embrace. This whole mix is really just a reflection of exactly that. It’s warm, comforting and sincerely heartfelt. The act of making this mix was so easy, effortless and fluid that I really don’t have much else to say. I feel inspired to keep going. My heart is full and I really hope that it resonates with some of you out there looking for that same deep, powerful home connection.
Much love as always ♥ – Zephrÿm
PS ( After Thought ): I just wanted to add that I’m continually blown away by the layers to the messages that come from these meditations. I can see them unfolding as I reflect on the song choices I put into the mix, the order they were placed or even the little nuances that are in each song. I wish I could say that I intentionally put all of that in there for you all to discover but I’ll be honest that it just seems to divinely happen. Yes there’s some clever placement on my behalf but I continually keep having these “aha” or “wtf” moments in the many times I listen to these mixes after making them. It keeps blowing my mind and each time I fall more in love with this project and the vast brilliance of this glorious universe and all her many layers.
My personal altar created to channel the cardinal waters of Cancer.
